Your sixth birthday
is a token held tightly
in a secure pocket
of my consciousness, safe
from your spite and destruction
your droopy eyed swaying stance
your consuming desires
and drug store alliances.

You resuscitate my heart
with trust and clever lies
to watch it stop again,
like a sea sponge injected
with endless amounts
of salt water tears
tainted with pharmaceuticals
and membrane clogging chemicals.

But I am a glass sponge, love
made of silica, thriving in the sea
rapidly conducting electrical impulses
capable of living for 15,000 years
incapable of shattering on the reef
or forgetting the memory
of you
on your sixth birthday.

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Author's note:

On a down day in a down year, I noticed a dried-up sponge under the kitchen sink. (I keep them on hand for cleaning dirty garden pots and planters.) I put the sponge in my hand and studied it. I felt like a sponge metaphor—lightweight, going nowhere without assistance, past saturation, and the ability to be wrung out and rinsed with clean water.

 

Creativity grows in interesting ways; the image of the old, grungy sponge evolved to a sponge made of glass; pretty but breakable, seemingly useless and incapable of cleansing. I liked the name "glass sponge" and searched the net to see if there was already a poem with this name.  Fortunately there wasn't, and fortunately I learned glass sponges are sea sponges made of silica. Their resilience and longevity, despite their fragile appearance, became the encompassing metaphor for me, the poem and the chapbook.

Publisher

Original Publisher: Camroc Press Review

Reprinted with permission in The Glass Sponge
Publisher: Finishing Line Press

Publish Dates

2-29-2012
May 2013


Jules Jacob

julie ginkgoJulie "Jules" Jacob is a contemporary poet who often writes about dichotomous conditions and relationships among humans and the natural world. Her poems are recently featured or forthcoming in Plume Poetry, The Tishman Review, Glass: A Journal of Poetry, Rust + Moth, Yes Poetry and elsewhere. She is the author of The Glass Sponge chapbook with select poems featured at the Colorado Gallery of the Arts and Le Moulin à Nef where she was a resident of the Virginia Center for the Creative Arts Poetry Workshop.

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